so pretty much i got pretty cool presents. my mom went out of her way to do the best she oculd this year...
i just dont know why im so upset.
its liek i want to just cry and cry and let it all out but im holding myself back even though i dont want to.
i miss my dad. i really honestly do.
and i need kelsey here more than anything, i need smoene to talk to thats not invovled in anything like this.
its christmas.
december 25, 2009.
the marking of the second to last holiday before the new year.
can you believe its been 10 years since the milenium ?
i can't.
its clearly impossibly for me to even fathom where these years have gone.
things need to start changing.
things need to start going right.
or i just honestly dont know where i'll be in 6 months.
i know this is more of a whinning post than more of a jolly merry christmas.
but than again..why are you even looking at this on christmas?
shouldn't you be with your family?
yeah...exactly.
so heres to the new year and to christmas.
signing out....brie.
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